Heartbeat

I wanted to die today. I wanted to die of happiness.
When he looks into my eyes i cant help but look away because i get so embarrassed.
I felt like crying tears of joy when he held my face and hugged me.
Why does he keep doing this to me? Its hasnt even been too long and hes making me feel this way.
Feel things ive never felt before and would never think i would feel them.
He makes me so happy.