I gave him food poisoning from the sandwhich i made for him. I felt so bad i even started crying in front of him even when a few days before i told myself i didnt want to be sad in front of him.
I had sex with him. I dont know what got to me. Maybe it was because of my period and i felt really horny or because i actually wanted to do it with him and really like him. I cant even say love yet either. Maybe a little bit but not fully. I dont know if i regret the decison i made. In a way i do, but again i dont????? I wish he stopped me and we talked about it with each other properly.
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